How long can I stay here
like this
with them
here
missing what I need
having what hurts
trying to survive
in an environment that opposes me
I feel like I need to get out
escape
leave
drive away
immediately
now
I can not
leave what, you ask?
the problem
If I could run
and stay in front of it
I would be escaping
hiding
covering my dilemma with a blanket
but I would have to sit on it
to hold it down
tie it up
and drag it behind
perhaps
that is the only solution
for now
perhaps
I do not understand
the problem
and therefore
can
not
solve
it
yet
-Kevin