With all due respect and thanks to my friends and people such as Karl and Jason, I hate being around them so much. Not because I don't like them, but because I have to/end up relying on them so much for rides and getting places.
Sometimes I want to go somewhere without them, but since they're my ride, they have to tag along. (although I suppose it would be more like I'm tagging along with them to where they're going.)
I don't like having to wait on someone when I'm ready to leave, but they'renot, and they're my ride.
I don't like it when I have to leave because my ride is leaving.
I don't like having the car, but not being able to legally drive it.
I'd just walk, but it's too far, cold, stormy, and dark most of the time.
I can't get there on my own despite my motivation, and therefore I have to stop and ask for assistance. It relates to so many things in so many ways. It is so frustrating.
-Kevin