I think I'll move to that star in the sky. The dimmest one. I'll hike there with nothing and forget everything I know. I'll relearn how to live.
I don't understand it. I don't see why it has the result it does. Why am I left looking at the stars thinking about everything but the present? Yes, the present. I suppose that would be my current mind set. Why am I avoiding it? What is so bad about it? What am I seeing that makes it so bad? Once I identify what is bothering me, might I realize that I don't understand why it is what it is and does what it does? I can stare at the stars. I can sleep with the moon. They don't bother me. Once again, loneliness seems like it is a good thing, but unlike before, I don't like it. Miscommunication and bad timing. Missing an opportunity and not understanding how. I do suppose that it doesn't matter, but my mind won't set that in stone.
If I can't balance on the platform, maybe I shouldn't climb the ladder inconveniently (or maybe conveniently) placed on top of it.
One side of a cube may look different, but I wouldn't know if that's all I could see.
-Kevin