June 14, 2004

Me: "I'm too poor to go to the movies"

Kelsey: "So you came to buy expensive ice cream?"

Yeah, I definately need to stop assuming things. When I assume things my whole view of the world becomes what I imagine it could be like. I should ask questions. Then I'll know what is actually happenning.

This morning the phone was ringing and I was asleep but heard it. I thought to myself "Nobody is going to pick that up...", so I grabbed the air and held up to my head and said "Hello?" I realized that I did not have a phone and that my hand was against the side of my head and went back to sleep.

I am "having fun", but I'm not. I think I need to sort out some things so I don't have to tell myself I am having fun sometimes.

Where is everybody? Where is everybody? Where is everybody? What??? Where are you? Darn it. The reason you don't understand is because I don't explain. Where are you? Where is my voice? What is the problem here? Who??

Looking at the floor there is a brick, and amplifier, two speakers stacked on top of each other, and a memory of when I set the carpet on fire with Casey.

As always, I know where to turn, though I often turn elsewhere. The one street that will help. He has given me directions to follow. Thanks.

At 2 am, I pray you all are having a good nights rest.


-Kevin

Posted by Audiophile at June 14, 2004 02:07 AM
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