I'm slipping.
I can't let it happen, but I you can see as well as I by looking at these recent entries that I am taking a hard blow of depression.
Maybe you didn't help this evening...
and maybe she didn't help last evening...
though at those moments it seemed like you both did...
I'm slipping,
so pray for me
and help in that way...
I'm going to grab my headphones
and CD player
and pull my covers over my head
and be done with this
and sleep
"Fuck it."
Those two lovely words end my evening unpleasantly -- horribly.
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"Tried to save myself, but myself keeps slipping away..." - Nine Inch Nails
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-Kevin