November 09, 2005

Self Destruction

Since when has self destruction felt healthy?
Can anyone relate to that feeling?
drinking. smoking. hurting. careening to the edge of the cliff...

I've skidded toward that cliff. All of this both metaphorically and literally. Speeds too high and turns too tight. Have you ever seen a vehicle go over the edge of a cliff? I have. And now I wonder why when i skidded sideways toward the cliff of my own, hurtling out of control, I didn't go over. I swear I was barely 3 inches from going over the edge. what would have happened?
Would everything be over? Would I simply suffer more? Somehow I feel it would be more positive than before.
What would happen to everyone else...


-Kevin

Posted by Audiophile at November 9, 2005 03:10 AM
Comments

OMG what happened? you and karl are really scaring me!

Posted by: Billy the Kid at November 9, 2005 10:47 AM

Get over it. It's just a blog entry. He's still here today, that's what matters.

Posted by: Steelix at November 16, 2005 03:11 AM