Cool, it looks like Jason, Jan, and my mom scored some nice BMW rims for the Golf from pick'n pull today. I wish I could have gone, but I went yesterday, and I have a ton of homework. Pictures soon!
-Kevin
I have two shoes. What is the farthest distance they have ever been apart?? Seriously, I want to know!
-Kevin
With a disgusted feeling, I’m starting on my homework. I can’t even figure out what I don’t like, or why. Nothing fits into my comfort zone, I guess. I feel like I’m the last piece in a puzzle and I don’t quite fit, but I have to. I just want to be content. I think I'm distracted.
-Kevin
empty
blind
a rough surface
like sandpaper
a broken telephone
cracked windows
dented panels
bruises
cracked plastic
torn carpet
threads--hanging out
a cube
of box
sitting
laying
resting
being
there
a spindle
grey
lost
piano keys
me
wanting to wear lightning
as an alternative
silly
just focusing
on not
so I can sleep
dirty cieling
cobwebs
frozen
my warm bed
uncomfortable
but sleep
and a comforter
lo-vel-ey-good-night
-Kevin
At least I recognize that I am not well.
At least I can identify which thoughts have been twisted; I know what I don't really mean...
I don't like being sick.
I don't like being negative.
pray
please
-Kevin
The present situation.
All it brings is anger
I'm pissed
frustrated
irrational
bothered
I have no comment
I'm afraid I can only say negative thoughts about it
currently
wtf
-Kevin
Sitting there
I thought to myself
"I fucking hate metaphors"
"I hate the fact that they exist
and that society uses them
and teaches them"
"I hate the fact that I am aware of them
and that I can identify them"
"I hate that I use them"
"I hate that they can be hid behind"
Yeah...that's what I was thinking
I was sitting
-Kevin
Yes, parking is fun.
I took my first driving lesson today. That means that now i can drive with an adult over 25 in the car. Cool.
Eeig hrop fhrom. Uidos plarkk zorbmins qoiple raggt!
My misunderstood cry for help.
-Kevin
sometimes I don't feel heard
sometimes I don't understand
sometimes I don't want to be heard
sometimes people don't listen
sometimes people don't understand
sometimes people don't respond
sometimes I don't know what to say about it
sometimes it bothers me
I got superglue all over my hands and spent a good two hours trying to get it off.
-Kevin
Oh it is so great!! The music, the band, the experience!
I feel like I'm there again!
I'm looking out my window at the dimming horizon and there are a few stars overhead. I can just imagine the stage and the band cranking out rockin' tunes...and the lights.
Harleys
Smoke
Food
Conversation
Friendliness
Camping
Yeah, the best camping trip ever. Don't you ever go camp out with rock bands and play live music until the sun rises?
Odd it is. Yeah, I just looked out my window and had a flashback. Words won't do. I'm going to close my eyes now...scream nothing into nowhere... alright.
-Kevin
I happen to like the weather this way. I got sunburned, then hailed on, then the skies cleared...so of couse now the wind is lashing at my curtains and blowing rain into my room.
-Kevin
26"In your anger do not sin" : Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27and do not give the devil a foothold.
-Ephesians 4:26-27
4 In your anger do not sin;
when you are on your beds,
search your hearts and be silent.
5 Offer right sacrifices
and trust in the LORD .
-Psalms 4:4-5
Raw Kevin: output; here, words, text. Improper use of punctuation, fragments of? And I know I'm losing myself to another day, which is my most thankful, and not a loss; so paper and pen then fingers and plastic pushers can really capture thought and my brain works like so? I'm thinking tape would help, glue is runny! Boldly painted here lies this. And expected was nothing. or something else? why do I care what you think as I maliciously grin behind some words? You don't know. It's aweful and horrible so I will do it again, that I know, I always have. let the carpet go. you don not need it. make it leave before it eats you or covers you, maybe smothers you.
Yes, raw Kevin, head slammed right here. don't get to close or I may hit you with it. yes; you had better stop here. I can so I won't. I want to.
Did you miss the fire? the explosion? try again. yeah, stop. I guess I was not done. Mr. Stapler, staple away, paper, smash! click clack smash
Good. You will be okay. Now go before it comes around again; color. sky.
-Kevin