I can't push myself to say it, though.
Why am I so scared to push a few buttons?
What is this...
-Kevin
At 4:30 this morning I told my grampa that I was too exhasted to go the the Reno Air Races.
Perhaps I should have gone.
On his way back out of Reno he drifted to sleep and into a guard rail...
He's fine. His car is mildly scraped up (2004 Subaru Outback)
grr. It makes me feel bad because I had told him that I would go with him and he was looking forward to having me drive for him part of the time.
-Kevin
Whenever I have something good to put here, my internet stops working...
Anyway...I love this weather. It was beautifully overcast yesterday and today it decided to rain. *big smile* Rain, clouds, hail, lightning, thunder... They are all so wonderful and exciting.
The cat is asleep on the chair and my sister is watching Armaggeden on TV.
-Kevin
I don't think being so destructive is going to help me at all.
I'm trying to do things right, and at the moment, I feel ignored.
People don't want to change from what they want.
I'm angry.
-Kevin
I ate an olive that was stuffed with chopped habenaro peppers and it was realy hot. I tried to swalow it, but choked while laughing. My face turned bright red and my ears burned. Tears ran down from my eyes and my nose began to run.
hehehe...
-Kevin
The atmosphere is choking me to death. I swear.
-Kevin
You're making me sad.
That's fine, I can deal with it.
No, that's bad.
I can't claim it doesn't hurt me one bit.
It's 1:23 am and I'm contemplating life and everything in it.
I love music. Music helps draw me closer to God. I need some more good music.
I think I'm going to put on my headphones and go for a walk...or maybe just lie in bed. I don't want to socialize with anyone. Sometimes it's hard to be around people.
Maybe I'll stop hanging out with people. Except for, perhaps, a few. There are too many bad influences. You know, from time to time I think about becoming a monk. It's kind of a silly thought.
-Kevin