and I'm really tired. Last night I somehow ended up at Noahs house with Pat, Mike G., and many other awesome people and we stayed up all night playing Silent Hill 2.
Yesterday was our last marching band competition for the year. I'm quite dissapointed and I wish we had more. The show was very fun this year. my thoughts about Saturday's competition are.... *grin* I'm pretty sure that they are good.
man... i'm sitting here at my computer drinking a Sobe and listening to music, thinking about some great things, and I am so tired that it is hard to organize my thoughts into a text format....
Yep, Saturday was a good day.
Today was halloween and I went to the party with the band and our AWESOME AND FUN Cornish guests. I love these guys, they are just so great! I wore a silly helmet and put my hair in front of my eyes. I also had a pirate sword, a tin foil shield, and broken handcuffs... t'was a good "10 minute" costume. I scoreed a free pizza and a bag of Sun chips afterwards... yay!
I'm not as excited about the free pizza as I thought I was. There are better thoughts on my mind...great things....
now before I go pass out on my bed or perhaps next to it...
shoot, I forgot where I was going... AAGH!
hmm, there are a few things I need to clear up. I can't specify them here, but some people (well, one person in specific) are starting to really bother me by the way that they act. I don't know how to go about stopping it or informing them of how I feel, though. I just want it to stop.
On a different note, I've been bothering myself quite a lot by my own actions. I need to clean up my act. I'm also trying to be more friendly and talkative. I have no reason not to be. I forget what else I was going to say, but I've been bothering myself... I guess sleep would help.
ramble....RAMBLE rAbmleB! RAMlbe! rmble ramleb!!
yay!
Oh yeah! i got a cell phone and it's just really cool. ask me about it. I'll give you my number and then we could talk on it sometime... because that is what phones are for, right? correct me if I'm wrong.
perhaps then you could call me and tell me to go to bed instead of continuing to type here.
Dear Blog, I like you. I love having the ability to just type here. THANK YOU BLOG!
yay.
g'night world
-Kevin
Sometimes I cruise through Blogs (my own, mostly), simply looking at the time of day that each entry was posted.
I'll go back to my Algebra 2 and try to stop observing myself now...
-Kevin
I used to have a lot to say.
Recently I've been simply sitting silently.
The lack of inspiration and motivation has been awful.
I've been shunning it, despite how it made me feel.
As always, the easiest way out was to turn towoard it, despite how stupid the dilemma.
I shouldn't be searching for depression.
The music is good, though, and it always will be. I do not doubt that.
I'll enjoy it.
You should enjoy the music, too.
-Kevin
Dodge ball.
Do you remember playing that game?
That stupid red ball.
Walking around campus, sometimes I feel as though a game of dodge ball is taking place, among all of the people, and involving all of the people.
I'm sure they don't see it. Sometimes I do, though.
-Kevin
I love the way that these slamming guitars and screaming voices are calming me down just as much as this classical/jazz piano.
-Kevin
What???
I hate searching my mind for possible explanations.
-Kevin
Deletion!
Depletion of my brain!
of all of my thoughts, my feeling, my dreams...
I can not delete.
I heard altering the past was not wise. *grin*
-Kevin
Go outside.
Go see the lightning.
It is silent, but still there,
Flashing blue and white.
Take a peek, you'll enjoy it.
It's over there.
Every time it flashes it lights up an impressive silhouette of the trees and the canyon. I wish you could see it from here, by me.
-Kevin
Christmas
blissful happiness
cold streets all decorated
under the dark sky
ice
that beautiful piano
I wish I could describe that better. I need more sleep...
-Kevin
Invading my dreams...
You are on my mind...
-Kevin
I honestly don't understand why I act this way.
Maybe someone can help me stop.
-Kevin
I watched the news the other day.
That was depressing.
First they report all six of todays murders in detail. Next they move on to how many people were killed in natural disasters. After that, they talked about all the guys on death row...
I changed the channel before they could report any more.
-Kevin