~Musings Of The Bob~

I'm sorry, Jon. You could come live with me---I wouldn't mind a brother...but I don't think you could stand my family either. I know I can't.

-Kevin

I can't stand my brother.

~Jason

i hate my family, too. they never leave me alone, and they think im evil, so they stay away, i no it sounds weird, but its possible. i can not stand being home, and they won't let me go any where. i think im gonna die.

when the sky turns light,
from the fading night,
the birds will sing a hyme,
but not in time,
to save a life,
suddenly taken with a knife.

it helps 2 write poems or sumtin about how u feel, i do

aaaaaaargh .. i dont even know where to begin to explain to you how much i KNOW what you're going through .. so i guess according to them .. im evil .. selfish .. careless .. a failure .. fat .. corrupted .. aaargh .. u know what the best part is?? ..they cant get enough of reminding me every second of the day of what they think of me .. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH .. I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN .. I DEMAND A REFUND TOO !!

i hate my family too. im adopted and they say that they wish they never adoped me. also i have a little brother an he is favored sooooooooo much. they always say that he is perfect and that im selfish, stupid, annoying, smart ass, and once my mom called me a bitch. when my mom buys me something(rarely) she always find something wrong (even if i didnt do it) and yells at me and says that im a selfish little brat and she regrets buying me something and she says that she should have bought something for herself. my dad lives across the country and does the say thing. they always kick me out i've tried running away but i have to come home cause i get hungry. i wish i was never born!! I HATE ME FAMILY!!!!!!!!

I know how you feel, My mom is always yelling at me and slaming things. She such a bitch about school and now shes Fucking pissed at us because of a god damn computer!! Fuck life, Its no good

my family sucks to. I have ADD ADHD and all this other crap including a head injury and brain surgery that changed my personality when i was in 5th grade. The next year i had kidney surgery to remove the pressure from a UPJ. that is when your kidney falls over and swells. I used to play soccer but after i stopped i gained 20 lbs. a kid who has never been overweight becomes fat because of something i couldnt control. i ate because i was sad and was sad because i ate... isnt that a line from a movie..lol.. but i just got dumped by my girlfriend. she said she didnt feel anything towards me when we would kiss. Also my little brother is so favored. when he does something to me they pay attention and get mad and scream they think how i act at home is how i act evfery where else. they tell me they are going to kick me out of the house.I am only 16.i dont display my emotions much so all my anger just bottles up inside me. i dont know if i can keep it controlled for much longer. SOMEONE HELP. my parents are always telling me how dumb i am. I dont show it but it hurts a lot. thanks for listening

i hate my family 2 they always they hit me kik me out of the house 1 day all the time out side mu tow brothers the always hit me laugh at me they called me bitch stuped selfish my mom when she go bye something for me (rarley)she always bye wrong and always they go and they enjoy them selm and they leave me alone sometimes i run away from house 1 week i go sleep in my friend house i hate this life sometimes i think that to die it's better than to stay with my family.thank's for listening

i hate my family 2 they always they hit me kik me out of the house 1 day all the time out side my two brothers the always hit me laugh at me they called me bitch stuped selfish my mom when she go bye something for me (rarley)she always bye wrong and always they go and they enjoy them selm and they leave me alone sometimes i run away from house 1 week i go sleep in my friend house i hate this life sometimes i think that to die it's better than to stay with my family.thank's for listening

I greatly dislike my family... i dont need an explinattion but here it is:

1)My dad decides who I marry
2)my dad decides who i hang out with
3)my dad decides what my major for college will be
4)my mom decides she needs to know everythings about my life

Today i went to my garage and went into my car which i cant drive yet because i dont have a title for it. Anyway it was like 10 pm and my mom storms in and says i cant stay in the car! WHY THE F*CK NOT. So instead of bullshit arguement, i decide to save both of us time and give the bitch attitude...

I was on the phone with my girlfriend, who by the way is not from the same country as i am, and i have a somewhat secret relationship with her.

Ive been goin out with this girl for a year and a half...and my parents didnt know of this. Ive fallin in love wit her and decided that my parents should meet her for the first time after prom when she looked best. so i did.

It was prom night, we had a blast! However, no after party for us. After the prom I promised her id take her to meet my parents for the first time, as i did. The ride from her house to my house had to be the most nerve wrecking ride i have ever experienced. i was drivng half the speed limit. so i get there and my mom is shitless suprised, and my dad thinking tactically. they invite he in and i over hear my mom saying that i was drunk....Come on i never drank in my life... so they sit her down and we have a awkward pause. as my dad and my girlfriend talk I look over to my mother, and she motions her hand towards her left eye meaning im gonna get my ass whooped. He tells me to take her home, I think to myself WHAT A RELIEF!!! i go home to find everyone is asleep and that life is good. The next morning i experienced the silent treatment from the both of them. it was all good until the silence broke. after im done with work my dad talks to me in his minivan...he says im making the biggest mistake also adding that he wont talk to me and disown me if i end up with this girl. he said he doesnt mind however my mom couldnt sleep the whole night, supposidly she was shivering of anger(which is bullshit i saw them sleep) anyway, then my mom breaks the silence infront of my sister. She's so fuckin third world dumb. she says shes going to be making my decisions from now on...enuff said. she finishes saying that if i want a girl to marry she'll go find one right now, and i could get one in as soon as 3 months. WOW WOW WOW WOW what a psyco bitch. My sister giggles. So after that bull-shit like a couple of days later, i try to talk to my bitch sister about it. i thought she would have listened. But she manages to prove to me why i think shes the dumbest female in the world besides my mother. She acts like its all new! Even though she was in the same room when me and my mom argued that first time. I couldnt go to my pos little brother who thinks he god givenly suprior to any man. This one girl told me to get to me she started talkin to him on the phone, and on one of there conversations, he was claiming to his friend(three way calling) that he was god-chosen, that he was the one, also assuring to his friend that he was special and that he knew it. This girl was hot, however she told me she didnt want to get wit me after talking to my brother, cuz she fears id be something like him... i dislike my family. 2 fridays ago my parents wait for me to come back from work and they start YELLING at me like they never did, and my dad telling me he was gonna kick me out the house if he ever caught us together. As for my mom she wanted my ring that my girlfriend bought for my Christmas ($300 Dollars) and to throw it out, and then realizes that its real gold wit diamonds in it and says to return it to her. the next week she saw the ring around my chain that i wear, and she was extremely pissed. Maybe thers people out there who think they hate thier family more than i do... Please...U Bastards have it good. Id take verbal abuse over my future life anyday, brats....

I just whna kill my self. My parants are so superior acting to me, im dyslesic and they told every1 they know, so any little thing i acomplish i literally get a pat on the head for like a dog!. They havnt spoken to me or considered how I felt about anything since I was 5, i can remember, also i havnt hugged or shown any emosions since then, thats gotta mess a guys personallity up!

my life sucks ass my mom thinks im the dumbest peice of shit and cause i have an e in english shes sndin me to summer school and makin me pay for it and before if i ever prove her wrong she gfets all mad like did somethin else wrong and all kimnds of the same kinnda bullshit so thats it i fucken hate my life

Hmmm. . my parents don't even consider my grades, life styles or beliefs. Never have they indicated different. They just let me be with out a word. Maybe it's an irrational belief, but I don't know what else to think.

I JUST HAD A ARRGUMENT WITH MY BROTHER HE WANTED TO LOOK AT THE TV WHEN I HAD IT SO HE STARTED TO CHANGE CHANELL AND I CHANGED BACK AND WE CEEPT DOING THAT FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES AND THEN MY DAD COMES RUSHING HE HITS ME AND TELL ME TO GO TO THE POLIS AND HE HITS ME ON THE BODY FOR ABOUT 7 TIMES I GET BRUSES BUT I DONT NOW WHUT TO DO NOW I WANTED TO CALL THE POLISE BUT I JUST CEEP HOLDING THE PHONE FOR ABOUT 4 MINUTES AND IM BLEDING NOW SO PLEASE TELL ME WHUT TO DO!!!!
I HATE MY DAD AND BROTHER SO FUCKING MUCH I WISH THEY DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate my mom my dad and my step dad. my dad used to beat me then my mom left him...not cuz he beat me tho but cuz he was cheating on her. she didnt even fucking care that he beat me. he threw me down the stairs once..right in front of her. she didnt care..she said i "fell" down the stairs..bullshit. and now..she doesnt even believe me about my step dad how he beats and rapes me...she says im just lying cuz i dont like him. well no fuck i dont like him! i told her about him but she married the fuck anyway. she dont care about me. once i told her "i fucking hate u..ur such a bitch u never believe me about anything" and what did she say..watch ur language. she doesnt care. ive tried to kill myself before and she didnt care all she cared about was how it would make me look. she sent me to the hospital and all but when we got home she said "dont fucking try that again..ppl will think badly of this family" thats why i plan on killing myself and this time i wont get caught..not like all the other times.....so fuck it all idc what happens anymore

wow that really sucks yr mom sounds so mean. But don't kill yourself find another way to help the situation. If your stepdad keeps doing things to u call the police (Im serious. Don't worry my mom really sucks. It's like she doesn't let me do anything I hate her. She's ruining my life.

My step dad is a fuckin wack job when things go wrong or sommin happens he plays detective and then decides how it happend or who did it and hes always wrong..!!!! i'm always gettin into trouble when i didnt even do anything! last night there was gay porn on my computer from my gay brother but i wont tell anybody cause he said not to.. so my s-dad seen the porn and imediatly thought it was me.. he kicked my ass and beat me with the butt of his 9 mm while screamin "you lil cock sucker"! the funny thing is my bro watched the whole time.

I'm 19 and I hate my family. They make me feel unimportant and they have never been tehre for me emotionally. I cry myself asleep alot and they do nothing. Sometimes I can hear them laughing in the other room, even when they know I'm feeling really rotten. When I get mad at them, I feel bad for getting mad because they won't even allow me to get mad at them. If I am mad for days, they won't even acknowledge it, or they pretend like nothing's wrong. They never ask me how I feel, but only ask me how my grades are, or when I will be working. They are the reason I am always indecisive, because I can't even decide for myself what I really want because I am afraid all the time. They pressure me and compare me to relatives and their friends' kids. They always tell me about how they are so successful and smart and will be doctors or whatever, and then why can't I be that way? They make me feel like a failure even though I am attending university. They think the degree I am pursuing is the same as shit. They act like they care when I go out late and keep calling me to come home, but when I ACTUALLY need them, they don't give a fuck at all. I fuckn hate my life. And all my mom ever does is nag all day and won't let things go...she keeps repeating the same shit/insults over and over again. I feel like they are all just so f-ing selfish.

I..............Hate..............my......family
u know what u guys are luckier then me
1) i can't watch tv and if i do my brother tells of me
2) i can't go out side by my self
3) i can't go to my mates house wen its their birthday
4) i can't phone my mates i have to stick to my education don't my parents get this that i have a life of my own and i want a good childhood i Want freedome my dad and mum hate me they like my sister and brother better whats the point of having me as there daughter if they don't love me equally. My dad slaps me if i do something wrong but he doesn't tell my brother or sister off for fuck sakes

i fucking hate my stupid bitch ass sister. what a fucking bitch. he is just on 15 and thinks she fucking knows everything and has got the biggest attitude problem ever. wish i could give her a fucking hiding. stupid slut

I have aunts and uncles who run wild and out of control!

Is that you, John Wayne? Is this me?

ive said my story..and i did try to kill myself again. i was sent to a fuckin phsyciatric hospital bcuz i cut myself and have tried to kill myself over 10 times...they eventually realized i didnt belong there and realeased me. i was there for almost a month..i will never go back. i hated it! it was the worst thing EVER! i have to see a phsycologist 3 times a week. i hate him...he doesnt understand me. he even thinks im makin it up about my step dad...how nice. no one believes me!

I HATE MY FUCKING FAMILY AND MY RACIST MOM! FUCK EVERY1

omg i am so sry heather i belive you and you shouldnt be anywhere u dont wanna b i totaly understand what u mean and should tell your phsycologist that u dont think that he understands you and if that dosent work then um well run away but dont try to hurt yourself cuz its not your falt its theres.

hey i understand all of u, my sister is older by five years she never gets yelled at my dad hits my, one time he ran after me and tackled me, i hate my fucking parents, they think im so bad, cause i have an attitude because they suck. i get fucking yelled at for not saying plz, my dad threw me on my bed once and choked me.runing away sucks no food no friends, but i was free freedom was wati wanted. o kim is my gf i lov u kim

anyone there

anyone

anyone here i love kim

anyone

omg john u r so cute hahaha i didnt kno that your dad choked u! ya evryone john is my boifriend... hahaha tho i dont kno y u say u love me john. boy do u confuse me!hahaha

anyone

anyone

cause i love u kim, yea my dad does more than just that

so kim u there

anyone here i love kim

kim is so sexy

anyone

hmmm

kim email at jwcool96@bellsouth.net

kim email at jwcool96@bellsouth.net

did u here my dad yelling kim

kim on the phone u said i love u too

ya omg that u so mean!grrr what else does he do?

hahaha ya wat about it?

nothin else but my dad hits me

did u mean it

i meant that wat he does is so mean not that u r mean.

i know i meant did u mean that u loved me too

oh so dose my dad but he hits me really hard so i get bruses.i dont kno should i have meant it?

depends if u really love me like i love u

john u still there?

kim do u

wow u r sooooo persistant i dont kno if i do i might i might not u never kno . omg felix wont leave me alone wat do i do i told him u r my boyfriend but he dosent listen.

tell him hes strange and perverted because u have a bf

kim u there

kim u there

should i love u? i just wanted to see wat u would do if i said it back.hahaha but should i? wat would it mean to u if i did and what dose it mean to love someone to you?

ya im hear i tried it didnt work

y cant u just call me....

because then my parents will kill me

john u there?

to your ?'s 1. yes 2. yes 3.that u care about me alot and u can say that we are closer then close
4. that some knows that they care for someone alot

oh ok i dont want that now do i.... wat u kno everyone can see wat we write...

and i do love u kim

aaawwww that is soooooooo cute well then ill tell u my anwser on the phone not on this web site and everyone can see wat we write..

i wanna talk 2 u john but everyone in the world can see wat we r writing so wat should we do?????

eeeewwww u sick sick person who says that!!!! grosss never in my life would i even consered it!!!!!!!

hey john u there?

pennis pills u ass hole shes the one i love dont mess like that ill give her a knife and she can cut urs off ass wipe

aawww thank u john!! u r so cute!!!

WILL SOMEONE KILL ME ALREADY I DONT REALLY WANNA LIVE ANYMORE!!!!! THERES NO POINT ANYWAY!!!

dont do that i love u kim

kim i love u

who knows but its fun

kim come on plz

my boyfriend john is cheating on me what do i do should i breake up with him????

no im not

im not cheatin on kim

hey kim is hot

hahahaha ya right john but so is the girl your cheating on me with!!!!!

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ya right u fucker stop saying that i kno u dont mean it u shithead!!!!!!

but i do mean it

i hate and i dont love u back so get over it u over sensitive bitch!!!!

hey john u there???

"L" your comments above are exactly the same as what i would have posted..infact ur situation is exactly the same as mine!

kim talk on the phone at 9:30

yeah my parent did a mistake with me my family hate me and they wont stop stairing at me i'm tired i cried everyday and i'm sick of that

yes my family said bad thing about they look at me weird i'm kind if nothing for them evryday everynight when a fall to sleep a cried i'm tired ..i wanna die help me

sometimes whilst he is sleeping, i go into his room
and stare at him for ages, clutching a pillow in my hand
considering the possiblities. Rage, hate and anger surging through me.

I think what i'd miss
and i decide not alot
i'd be pleased
i would feel no remorse

i do not love him even though he's my brother
he can only be bothered to be nice
when he gets something in return
gets treated like a little angel. but acts like a little shit. the bad stuff he does gets ignored, excused.

what are brothers for?
to cause argumnets
to hate
to scream like a baby
to act stupid
to make mistakes and not get punished
to be the favourite
to be honoured
to cry when he gets told off
to go grovelling at mum's feet and win the sympathy vote

he acts like he knows it all
just because he's clever, he gets favoured
just because he'd a boy, he gets favoured
just because he's the youngest, he gets favoured

she says she made some big mistakes with me
and she wouldn't want to repeat them with him
she talks about me like i was one big mistake

she says i'm a bitch, and somehow because of that label, i'm the one in the wrong

he will never admit he's wrong
not because he's proud
because he's arrogant
because he's spoiled,lazy, cheeky, ungrateful

i'm not jealous
i'm angry at my injustice
i get punished because of his wrongs
i get punished because i am not her son

i get told all the time that i do nothing; that i leave my shit everywhere
what he does he do? dumps his shit everywhere and never bothers to move it
he is shit
everywhere he goes he leaves a lasting imression of himself

he expects you to help him;
he expects not to get moaned at
she is always making excuses for him, firstly he's 'too young'!!!

when i was his age, i had way more responsibilities, she didn't make excuses for me.
he is so lucky that he has it so easy for him, he stays in his own little world, not willing to come out of it for anyone, except for self gain; but still then, he is in some kind of trance.

he's so self involved, so self centred, yet i'm the one she calls selfish. well perhaps i am; but in this world you have to be to get by. there's no-one else to look after you, there's no-one else to look after me!!!

it may sound stupid; i sometimes think the only person i can relate to is my dad; i sometimes think he hates him as much as me. hates the lazy, annoying, whining git his son has become.

But he's never admit it

in all the world, he's the one member of my biological family, that i truely love, that i can rely on.
he's never fake with me
he's kind, sesitive, loving, fair

he's the only one i have anyhting in common with. we share alot of the sam interests. without him, i think i would consider living else where.

i understand just how luckyt i am. i get what ever i want; well at least what money can buy me. i never need for anything. i am spoiled; with the gifts and presents i receive.

i sometimes wonder, whether anyone actually truely loves me for who i am; deep inside. not what i am; but who i am.

it's like the only value i have to my mother,
is when she can shoe me off to all her friends; and lies to them saying, what a wonderful daughter i am; when truely she means; what a wonderful daughter she wants them to believe i am. i hate her for what she has made my brother become.

i'm considering making amends with him; but how long with that last for?

what good will it achieve long term? not alot, not uless he changes his horrible ways, and becomes the brother i deserve to love; or a brother that deserves to be loved.

me and my mum, were very similar; our personalities clash, although were so alike. i dread when i am older and i have my own children that i do not make the same mistakes that she made with me and my brother!

i am a bitch;
i'm not proud of it
but i accept it
i can learn
i can change
i will learn to change

i will learn to become a better person; and not let others drag me down; especially those i have mentioned above!!! id you have reached the end thankyou for reading my babble. i had to let it out somehow; as my best friend is on holiday. Thankyou

yeah i hate myself .... why because i'm ugly i know cuz my family told me so i should know now i hate my life...why live if someday we die damn thats so right so i tired to live i wnna died

My fucking family sucks. My mom stays out of shit and shows no emotional support. My dad strategicaly finds stuff to piss me off about. My little sister acts all heavenly and thinks she deserves whatever the f*ck she wants from my paycheck. My older sister is pissed off cause she thinks her life sucks, she has a car, a $900 a week job, a fiance, and her life sucks? I'm doing my best to dig a fish pond in the backyard (not my choice), I'm working on my car (needs $1200 in parts), I work at McDonalds, the girl I love went for someone else just because I waited too f*cking long to ask her out, I have to my help dad's friend f*cking move, and you know what? I CAN'T TAKE ALL THIS F*CKING STRESS ALL AT ONCE. Sometimes I just feel like putting a pistol to my head. I get a small paycheck ($5 an hour and only 10 hours a week) so I can buy my own stuff sometimes and then my f*cking sister and dad try to feed off my f*cking paycheck. My little sister says I'm ugly, fat, and stupid cause she's a whore, skinny as hell, veign, and gets good as f*ck grades (btw I'm not fat or ugly, just stupid as all f*cking hell). My parents are the same way. My dad has a $1000 a week job that requires almost no education (brewmaster for Budweiser) yet he went to colledge and wasted a $5,000 education just to learn how to piss me off even more. I never get a hug, no words to make me feel better. I don't even talk unless spoken to and yet they tell other people that I'm talking shit about them. My grades are so f*cking bad I'm surprised the school hasn't kicked me out. They tell me to go outside and just maybe I'll do better in school, yeah right IM OUTSIDE EVERY F*CKING DAY. Even the computer I'm talking on now is from 1995. The only pet I have is a snake and doesn't cost a thing cause I brought it in from the outside world and I have to buy 2 mice each week with my own money. I consider my dad a woman cause he threatens to hit me and I'm the one ending up threatening him, god forbid I smack his car with a rock. So basically I live in the estrogen ocean, which is why everybody at school thinks I'm weird cause I dont have any brothers and my dad's a f*cking pussy. I get pushed around in school and when I fight back I get blamed for defending myself too much...wow a f*cking bruise yeah I REALLY sent him to the hospital. I have the feeling I'm adopted cause I don't fit in anywhere with this family. This is too much f*cking stress on me...I know how ya feel Bob.

You people think your parents hate you? YOU THINK YOUR LIVES SUCK!? DOES YOUR FATHER GO OUT AND BY YOU A FUCKING GUN AFTER HEARING YOU'RE SUICIDAL!? Yeah, just TRY walking a mile in my shoes. I guarantee you won't keep yourself alive after 5 steps.

Once, i tried slitting my rists but the scissors were too blunt, once i tried crying in my bedroom, once i tried avoiding them, once i tried talking back to them.

But it just made me feel worse...

A voice is muffle,
A door is locked.
A life is dull,
A knive is sharp.
A graveyard is no longer empty.

i hate my mother..;.

I read most of these posts before me feeble eyes gave out. Just let me tell you that I had really abusive parents who kicked me out all the time, think my degree is shit, etc. I even had kidney problems like one of the bloggers here so I know how painful that is too. I am the only living child in my family and I haven't spoken to either of my parents in years.

That said, I should say that for the most part I feel like my life is pretty decent, considering. I still have a lot of catching up to do in life, because my parents didn't give me a very good start.

The thin is now it is my kids who usually make me feel like a non-person and like total shit! My youngest is really the worst for this and I really don't know what to do about her. She refuses to go to school or to do anything around here. I would really like to send her to a boot camp, but they don't really seem interested and, besides, I would probably wimp out at the last minute anyway.

I guess that if I have anything to say here it is to all of you younger people--please hang in there. You will feel better. Your life will get better. Your parents probably are assholes--I know mine are! But, they may be just former children themselves and they might also be struggeling to find there way. Take a good look at them. You don't have to approve of their bullshit but maybe knowing that they are having a tough time too might make it a little easier to bear. Or not. Don't know.

i have my hole family what its there bissiness and at night i tell my mom i wont die she don't care for shit .She just cares about my sisters and brother but just my dad cares about me . I hate evrything i went to boocamp for 1 little and that thing is calling my sister big bitch that can't take care of her daughter and my mom is a b.i.t.c.h i don't care and still wont die

i hate every1 thing

im 16, evrything is fucking stressing me out, have a stepdad who emotionally abuses me, hate his ass the stupid fucker, he thinks hes the best, well hes fucking not, i have NO friends, i am put under so much fucking pressure at school i used 2 b straight A girl but hey not anymore, wanna do well but cant concentrate cuz of various shitty disorders i have, i have no way of coping so i cut my arms and shit, i blame myself for everything, no one listens to or understands me, i just wnt to die, thanks for listening, ur my closest things to friends, thanks very much xxx hope all is good for people soon xxx THIS IS A FUCKING FUCKED UP WORLD

I HATE MY FAMILY SO MUCH BUT I CAN'T TELL WHY.. I JUST HATE THEM!! FOR SOME REASON I DON'T KNOW THEY WANTED TO BE PARENTS... BUT EVERYONE WHO KNOWS THEM SURELLY THINK THAT IT'S THE MISTAKE OF THEIR LIFES... I HAVE 2 OLDER BROTHER SO I'M THE BABY.. EVEN IF I'M 16 THEY STILL TREAT ME LIKE IF I WAS 4! 2 YEARS AGO I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF.. I TRIED TO HIDE IT BUT SOMEONE TOLD THEM AND THE ONLY THING THEY DID WAS TELLING ME THAT I'M STUPID 'CAUSE LIFE IS SO GREAT!! BUT WHAT A GREAT LIFE THEY GAVE ME!! I'D RATTER BE DEAD... THEY NEVER HIT ME, NEVER TELL ME I'M STUPID, FAT OR DUMP BUT I WOULD PREFER THIS TREATMENT INSTEAD OF WHAT THEY ARE MAKING ME LIVE... MY PARENTS ARE STILL TOGETHER BUT MY DAD HATES MY MOM ... THEY NEVER STOP YELLING... WHY GAVE BIRTH TO 2 OTHER CHILD WHEN YOU CANNOT BE A GREAT PARENT FOR YOUR FIRST ONE... I JUST HATE THEM FOR GIVING ME THIS LIFE.. ONE DAY I TOLD MY MOM THAT ALL I'M LIVING FOR IS THE DAY THAT I'LL BE GONE... AND THAT DAY I'LL MAKE SURE THAT I'LL NEVER COME BACK.. AND UNTIL THEN I WOULD LIVE A REAL LIFE!! SO MOMMY.. THIS DAY IS MAYBE SOONER THAN YOU THINK...

I cannot fucking stand my parents, my mom is a fucking tweaker and freaks out on me all the time and tells me that i was a mistake and that i was a crack baby. I want to knock the shit out of her sometimes. My dad whom i've known for about half my life is a total fuking dick, he straight out told me that he liked my little brother and sister more than me, he totally groups me in a whole different catogory than them, he told me one day that he was going to whip my ass one day so i told him lets go, i told him that i was going to fucking knock him in the head with a fucking 2by4. I live with my gradma and my uncle know i hate it here to my uncle is a piece of shit i get yelled at everyfucking day of the week and i guess thats why i started cutting myself

i fuckin h8 my bro he used 2 rape me wen i woz about 5 until i woz about 10 and now he just acts like there woz nufin wrong !!! he is much stronger than me and often hits me for no reason , i come into school with cuts and bruses and pepole dont beleive that it woz him cause he is head boy so every1 thinks he is perfect , i havnt told any1 about him rapeing me because i dont think i could handle it or they wouldnt beleive me cause apparenty he is perfect and i dont wanna go to a consoler cause i have bin b4 about ova stuff and it didnt help 1 bit!!! i hardly eva c my mum cause she dosnt live near me and my dad only likes my brother cause he is the boy and i am only the little girl that has to do all the house cleaning and that is the only thing that i am good for or so he says !! wot can i do ???

i hate my parents to. of course my mom trys to help me when i dont even have a fucking problem. just because some dumbass that went to my school commited suicide she thinks im gonna kill myself. my dad never understands me and wants me to be like him. ive already gotten in 3 fights with him and the next time i do im going to kill him honestly!!! i fuckin will!!!

I hate my family too. I know how all of you feel. its just all fucked up its hard to comprehend. my family is fuckin rediculous, always yelling i never have any piece. im always in trouble cause my sister is perfect so i get blamed for everything. My family says that me and my gf spend to much time together so now i cant hang out with her even tho i have told them shes the only thing i live for. My dad work in another city which is kind of nice but when hes here its hell which is every weekend and he only follows my mom, who is THE BIGGEST FUCKING BITCH EVER. I got in a fist fight with my dad the other night and through him against the wall. hes bigger than me but the difference is that i dont give a fuck. i look like i have my shit together but its the complete opposite, IN LOST i hate my life and i cant see or talk to my gf hardly at all anymore. IF they take her away i swear to GOD im fucking killing myself. whatever who gives a fuck anyway I know my family doesnt

bbking,
Don't ever fucking say that. Please, don't ever say that again. Nothing is going to fucking take me away from you, so you have nothing to worry about. I'm not going to lose you, and you know that. You should know that. If you believe in us, then you'll understand that nothing will keep me away from you. You mean the world to me, and I'm not going to let something I care that much about go away. I love you. That should be enough.

yeah well this is pretty fucked up. now my parents are fuckin suggesting i go to foster care or something that i should try and find another fucking home. that if i cant live here that i should just leave. I'm fuckin thinkin about it. i cant take this shit anymore. every fucking day. the same shit, yelling, fighting, everyone getting pissed at me then this morning i didnt go to school so my mom started talkin to me and said that if she makes me so mad and she causes so much grief then i should go and just get the hell out of this fucking house. Whatever, the only thing thats keeping me from going is my gf. I LOVE YOU Stephanie. Thank you.

My Mother's siblings and their spouses are the pits. From 1980 to 2001 they collectively ruled most of the Christmas holidays, because they are masters of manipulation and intimidation, and they made my Mother think that She HAD to be a part of their Christmas get-togethers. When my Mother is with them, these people do not treat Her like an equal, because Her income and wealth are nowhere near equal to theirs. I wish that when Donna, Howard, Gene and Doris took their trip to Europe together the airplane would have blown up while flying over the ocean to get rid of them nice and quick.

well im 13 and my brother is 16 i fuckin hate his guts i wish he would fuckin die like 2night we had a fight because he said somethin about me and i aint ganna let some one talk shit about me if i hear it and i was like fuck u u dont need to be fuckin talkin about me unless ur ganna say it to my fuckin face and all he could say was u bitch u stupid little bitch and that kept goin on for like 10 mins and then he said ssomethin that just pissed me off and i said i fuckin hate u u little prick got to fuckin hell and he said fuck u u little bitch i will fuckin kill u u fuckin slut (i have never ever done nothin with a guy but kiss and he has fucked girls and he cheats on his girlfriend that he has been goin out with for a year and the whole time he has cheated on her)and then i said do it do it u little pussy fuckin kill me cuz when u fuckin do when ur fuckin sleepin im ganna fuckin kill ur ass and then my mom pulled him away that was a shocker and then it was all over with and she called my dad at work and she told him everything that i did and didnt tell him shit that he did and then she gives my brother the phone to talk to my dad and " tell him what happened" but he didnt he blamded everything on me like always so im ganna be in trouble 2mower when he gets home from work but i fuckin hate it here i just wanna die or somethin to get the fuck out of this hell whole i cant take it no more!!!!

I hate my dad and sister. My dad does nothing but bitch and complain like a fuckin' woman and keep up shit. He loves to blow simple shit out or porportion to make my mom nag and cry. He does nothing but beg my mom for her money(fuckin' bum) and get mad because she wont buy him a new suv to drive. Also ,he make me sick thinking that he is so neat and clean but leaves his garbage wherever he eats and never flushes the toilet when he piss. He dirty up all the dishes in the kitchen and think I'm responsible for cleaning up behind him like I'm his mother or maid or something. I hate that dumb, ignorant, illiterate, snaggle tooth fucker. My sister make me sick also, she just had a baby and think that the purple lip, illigitimate bastard is almost to good for anyone to look at or touch. I babysat this other baby and she says shit like, "get him away from my baby, I don't want her to catch his cold", shit like that. She's nasty as fuck and the baby probably has more of a chance of catching something from her filthy ass than the kid I babysat for. That's why the baby's dad doesn't care for her or her little illigitimate ass bitch. Why would he anyway? She's nothing but a whore. She wasn't in a relationship with the guy and he might not be the baby's real father. My cousin was fucking the dude first that just shows how much of a whore she is. The whore even fucked my boyfriend in the past. Anybody that want a piece of her ragedy, wore out cooch could get it. I don't see why anybody would want to fuck her ugly, stupid, smelly ass though.

I THINK U NEED TO GET OVER URSLEF! U DONT HAVE A HORRIBLE LIFE! U HAVE A NORMAL LIFE! GROW UP and move on! u NEED TO GIVE UP ON THE PITTY PARTY! BUH BYE

Yes you need to realize what having a real family is all about. Sure sometimes we disagree but we get over it. My son Was with his adopted failly for almost 15 years. Back when I had him the state kept him from me and filled me with lies. Even the Adopted mother said all was lies. My son was hurting cause his orther syblings found their birth family. What you got is a real family with no wondering who is the real family by birth so you should thank GOD everyday and Love them. January 24,2005 Cheryl Brookline,mass

I hate my family.

My Mom is a selfish bitch (e.g. someone gave me a present of a really nice sweater and she decided she wanted to have it, so I can't!) who died of cancer and married this horrible slimey mainland chinese peasant like 20 years younger than her (its the only kind of guy my mom (who looks like a pig) can get!)! She was grotesque and bitchy when I went home to see her, taking time off my study. She just yells and screams like a bitch peasant and now she is dead...she left all the money to the rice peasant.He can keep it, cos if I have to screw my Mom and put up with her tantrums and her unreasonable nueoriss, I'd want lots of compensation for it too. this is a woman who basically if she says the sky is purple poka dots, you are not allowed to disagree with her, cos she was always right!

I hate my Dad, cos they got divorced and then he goes off with this psycho bitch half Vietnamese refugee ( a waitress he met in a cafe!Yuck) and now she's got breast cancer! She was still a bitch though cos I caught her bitching about me to her sister on the phone and then when I confronted her with it, she tried to cry her way out of it! So I left a message on her sister's answering machine for her, telling her that she is a big "slut" who had an abortion and not even my Dad knows who the father is!

And as for my grandparents and uncles and aunts, they are dysfunctional. They are always yelling and carrying on about money or some such shit and they don't care about anyone..but they all go..blah,blah, blah...you're selfish..blah, blah! No I'm not. I just want a life beyond being boring bastards like them, living in boring suburbs and do fcuk-all with their life except whine and complain. They hit me when i was young and are just emotionally abusive. If they all drop dead, I'd not be sorry.

Well guess I'm out of their will then and won't be inheriting anything! But its worth it just to know that I've not listened to their rubbish and got away from all their psychotic problems!
OH Yuck! I wish families were never invented.

I need a friend.

*sigh*, i hate my family!My mom and dad divorced when i was 5, they both re-married 2 years ago. My dad divorced my step mother about a year l8er. One of my brothers just when to re-hab, my step father just went to re-hab. My 2 year old brother is a pain, he always wants something of mine, and he always gets it! My 9 year old brother, almost the same thing but its even worse becuse we have to share a room, curse all who think that siblings should share a room!!!But most of all i just want my older brother back, he was kooler then most people althought we fought almost every day, i loved him more then enyone in my family and know hes gone.

I kno how you feel. just today i was getting bitched at for not having anything to wear to church. I mean my mom doesnt love me. calls me a bitch every week. my dad didnt want to take care of me. my brother is a punk ass bitch who cant think for himself and my stepdad NEVER takes my side. or listens to my story. i feel so alone. and how im i supposed to do well in school and in life if my own family cant support me with anything. they dont love me. im just a complete screw up to them and i cant do anyhting right. if someone out there can help me i would really appreciate it. thanks

I AM A FEMALE AND I AM 14 YEARS OLD I HATE MY FAMILY MY PARENTS ARE HAVING A DIVORCE MY BROTHER HITS ME AND MY MOM HAS HEAD LICE AND ME AND MY BF JUST BROKE UP AND I AM ON PROBATION AND MY SCHOOL IS GAY I HATE MY LIFE ...SO I CUT TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER I NEED HELP E-MAIL ME TO TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO

i h8 my step dad !!! soooo much .. he just came in and said do u want anova bruise 2 match the 1 om the other side of ur face !!!!!! my dad lives 4 hourz away and my mum thinks he is perfect !!!!!! grrrrrrrrr i h8 him sooooooooooo much i wanna punch him ... he thinks i am fat and am very lazy .. my dad cant do anything about it ... i h8 this !!! love and peace 2 all x x x x x xxx x x x x

You are better off not getting any flowers in the first place than to have a loved one die, and have certain obnoxious aunts and uncles send pretty flowers to their funeral, but then think that this buys them the right to be a bigger horse's ass than ever.

if you are being abused by anyone in you family make a call to an abuse hotline and report that person. you dont have to tell them who you are. when you call someone from your state will come out to your house and you can speak to them in private. your abuser may be tough shit now but see them crumble when someone with real authority gets involved. trust me they need help. and only you can help yourself

fuck you to the people I hate

What the song of evil means to me

Why I disc like my family (Song of EIVL)
1. My mom is always on my case. And nothing I do is ever good for her. SHE’S AWALYS talking to her friends or going out she knows more about her damn cell
Phone then she knows about me. Also everything I do is wrong and she always talks
About how she hates her “life” and how she’s going to leave my step father...yea I have two dads but if she leaves him...oh who cares…then she gets mad when I get bad grades she gets all pissed and shit and I’m like why r u mad when the fact is u
Never helped me with anything and then this is my last week of school meaning theres a lot of fun shit going on and she goruneds me cuz I didn’t clean my room..
2. I HATE MY FATHER or step father whatever he is he aways hits me in the face or says I’m a pice of shit and one time he said I need to get out and get a fucking life he puts me down and is alcoholic I’m sure if it was beer or me on the line this mo fo would jump his ass to the beer.
3. I’M UGLY..i hate when others say I’m not when there lieing I think I’m ugly and I really dis like the way I look.
4. I’m not smart..eh
5. I AWALYS HAVE BAD LUCK..like we almost lost r house this year everyone who means anything to me gets taken awaly and I just hate it.

But I don’t wanna sound emo so I rest my case.

my story is nothing to some of these!
i have an older brother and a yonger sister. my parents favor my brother cause he's the first born and they favor my sister because she's the baby. it's like i was never ment to happen and like i am invisible. i hate my dad the most why i hear you ask? because he's never here and when i try to be seen by him my sister comes and squishes in between us so we can't talk. i don;t have a boyfriend but i have a masive crush on this boy in my class that probably dosen't noe i excist. and probably never will. so... if ur a middle clild and agree with me

last year my stepdad raped me and he is in jail now but my mother is ubsessed with him. i fucking hate my family. they can go to hell!

I want to kill my fuckwad uncle, because otherwise he'll never die.

I hate my brother...
let me just give some information about him

He is a good looking kid
He gets any girl he wants
He has the most friends a person can have
He Gets along with anyone and everyone in my family
He is a Muscular kid who fucks every girl in the school

those are some things about him now here are some things about me that he feels i should know

I have no friends
I am a looser
I do nothing with my life
Im a little girl
because i dont get the girls that he gets so often he tells me how im gay
I dont get along with my family members
MY FAMILY HATES ME!!!

I am remided so often that noone likes me and i know its not true, but he is popular and im not so after a long time of saying it, i belived it and still do to this day...MY dad is on his side 100% of the time. Today i overheard them making fun of me behind my back and laughing at me like crazy... I hate my dad... wow.. if u only knew how much i hate him.....

FUCK!!

Shit, i dont have it as bad as half of U...
But i still need to vent a little. I hate my family. or at least the stuff thats bugging me recently.
my stepdad i used to look up to, as a pacifest of sorts, till i realized that he just wont stand up for himself or others, and wont believe a word i say if some one older says otherwise.
My mother is a crazy bitch, she lies, she steals from me, and takes advantage of me whenever possible. she lies to get her way all the time, and I cant tell if shes telling the trueth half the time. she guilts me into doing things by bringing up HER horrible childhood. when I was younger, she was physicaly abusive. when I was realy suicidal, I told her what i thought of her, and then she swallowed a shit load of pills trying to kill herself in front of me.
my one younger brother is an ok person, by comparison to the other, and he does almoste nothing to piss me off, besides look in through the cracks in my walls, sick junk like that. but my WHOLE FAMILY does that. espesialy when im naked. (sick f*cks)
but my youngest bro is a f*kin klepto maniac. he steals all my shit, and he acts like a little shit. he wont get better, because neather parent is in anyway consistent at anything. yesterday I found all my most pesonal shit stolen. i found it all right outside his room. all the pages were ripped out. my VERY personal journal with VERY VERY personal stuff (like when i had a huge crush on my best friend, when i learned im bisexual, something i try to keep from my 'mormon' family) was right there. I wanted to kill him so bad!!!! just stab him in the face! he was right outside my room, laughing with his friends. My girlfriend was there, and tryed to warn him that i was so mad, telling him to go upstairs or outside, or id beat the holy crap outa him. he just laughed at her. "So? Why should I?"
So I come charging in, super pissed and he just says "what?", like he didnt just get warned. and I punched him till he screamed and cryed like a girl. ive never done that. ever. i just couldnt take it any more!!! then my mother came in my room and bitched that i cant lay a finger on him ever. she wouldnt stop til i finaly pushed her out, and then she threatend to slit my throught.
the only person i'll still want to see after im out of here in 2 weeks is my 8 year old sister. i just hope she doesn't get warped so bad by this famly when im gone. they just become worse over the years. and more perverted.

Oh, and i have yet to find who's been staling my condoms and leaving them open around my house.

i h8 my family they won't let me go on this trip with the collage omg!

My Family Just don't understand me the f*cking lot i really h8 them and the only thing that helping me is this 2 express my feeling and tell every1 !!!!!!

I hate my family, I'm always having stupid fights with my mum over silly things, but she's SO annoying. My sister steals my things all the time and goes on about how everyone hates me, and then she tells my parents stuff then i get mocked. My dad never leaves me alone, and I hate him . He smells and always tries to hug me. Hecracks gay jokes and they just all piss me off.

i hate my family 2. My mum caught me smoking in my room and my dad wont let me out 2 c ne1. i hav 2 be taken 2 skool and picked up from skool like a little kid but the more they punish me, the more i want 2 rebel so its not really gona work.

hey yall my family is the worst.
well first of all ill tell u the whole story- my da met this woman 5yars atfer he divorced with my mom and i was only 6 years old about 3months later they decided to get married, so i switched schools and got two cool friends and moved into a nice house and then the night came my da dand my EVIL stepmom were talknig me home from some study group when they annouced that they were going to have a bbaby, now my stepmom had a bratty son named ryan thatis 1 year older than me, so i was so pissed off cause i hated my stepmom and my brother now they were going to have a friggen baaby yot troment me, so i had a huge b**** fit and never really got over it and it was a fricken girl named abigail, aandc cause the brat came we had to move acroos da whole country to north carolina and i left my two coolest friends and i hadnt seen my mom in 10years old talkied 2 her on da phone , so my parents cared way too mush about thestupid babay that they didnt realize how hate ful my life was they alwas grounded me forr letting the baby trip on something or getting a b in math all these stupid reasdons , now my dum sister is two and recently she was wacking my stepbrother witha atick and he was screaming and my da nad stepmom were asleep he would t move his dam big head out of the way he just sat their smiling and screaming so i told my sister to keep hitting him and she did then he got up grabbed the stick from her and started wacking me so i wacked him with the pillow so he wacked me even harder so i kicked him he fell on the babys dam legs and she cried and he screamed and i said uhoh and then my evil stepmom camare out and ryan of course told the story that made it seen that it was my fault and she of course blamed it on me and sent me to my room and ryan didnt get in any trouble and the stupid baby was ok aqnd right now im planning on running away to my friends house in 2 weeks and she lives in the neighbor hood so it will be easy and ill just live their until i think of a better plan. cause i just want to kill my family but id rather leave then be and let m e go.

I hate my brohers and my mothe so much, I wish almost everynight would be their last. First of all my brothers used to beat me my whole childhood (41 now). They would play sick games and torture me. My mom was too usy screwing half the neighborhood, plus she could care less. My dad lives with his wife, and she is a total phony and pretends that she cares. Twice as a kid I had nowhere to live, and they turned me down. I now after years and years of anger, don`t talk at all to my brothers or my mom. They live on Arizona, and I hope I never see them again. My mother does have some things my grandparents would want me to have, I just don`t know how to get them. My oldest brother now lives in her house, which hasn`t been cleaned in (no kidding) 10 years. He is a disgusting pervert and he lives with some whore in my mothers house, as my mother is in a nursing home now. So don`t worry everyone, they will all get theres. My other brother has called my house and tried to appologise for all the sick things he did to me when we were kids, ha, hope he goes to hell. I wish everyone well, and hope we can all get over our hate for the monsters that try and kill us.

I H8 MY DAD HE'S JUST STAYING WATCHING T.V DIRTY FILMS AND THAT AND ONCE I CAUGHT MY MOM & DAD HAVING SEX