November 24, 2007
Here
I wish that I wasn't here because the only reason that I am here is that I can't seem to think of any reason for life. For some reason this place helps me think, helps me sort everything out trys to help. It is strange tho because I put things on here that I don't tell anyone but this is something that anyone can look at..... doesn't really make any sense. This also doesn't help it just trys to I really need to find someone who I can ............... I can't explane what I need it is just something that I haven't found yet except for one person who I am too afrade to tell because I can't risk messing anything up between us. FUCK this shit it doesn't help.
Green
The bast part about this is that when I am here I see the best color scheme. I love black as a base with toxic green accents.