Saturday was like torture. It wasn't because of the fact that I was at the school all day because of a stupid band thing. It was because I was with the person that I like and all day I wanted to hug them, or when sitting next to them I wanted to reach over and hold them. I never did either of these during the day. Why, what stopped me, what fealt so wrong about it? Was it that we arn't "Going out" or "dateing"? If so what about dateing makes it ok. Or is it something else? Is it that I have seen someone that I despise doing these things to someone when he is trying to get them to go out with him. Is it that somehow I think that if I do these things I'm like him? No that can't be it, he is so shallow the only reason that he wants a girlfriend is because he wants to have sex. I'm not like that I look at their personality. I care about this person because they have a great personality. I'm not saying that they don't look good because that is far from the truth. I'm just saying that I care about them because of there personality. I just don't know how to show that I care. Saturday I wanted more than anything to give them a hug or to hold them when we sat down next to eachother yet some invisable force stopped me. It is all very confusing.
Posted by UberZogster at February 8, 2004 09:08 PMto hell with the invisible forces ;)
Posted by: girlo at February 9, 2004 07:36 PMDude, you have no idea.....
Posted by: Bob at February 12, 2004 07:16 AM