May 16, 2004


Last night was ball. I went with the person that I care about. She looked so great i can't describe just how great. Dinner was great we went to Fred's with some other people. At the Ball they only played 4 slow songs which was really disappointing. The rest of the time they played rap. I don't really dance and I could tell that she would have liked it better if I had danced more. I liked spending time with her but this just reminded me how much I don't like dances. I donno but I feel like everyone is watching and judging me. After about 30min I got to the point where I am about to cry but I'm not yet. The rest of the night it was everything I could do not to cry. I didn't want to say anything so I just hid it as well as I could. I ended up backing into the wall and staying there for comfort. I donno but I just really didn't feel comfortable and I didn't have the energy to deal with it. I guess I'm just trying to say that I really don't like dances, I know that I couldn't have been fun to be with, and for this I'm sorry.

Posted by UberZogster at May 16, 2004 10:11 PM

Hinting to the reason why i didn't go. I dunno at first i wanted to, but rather glad i didn't....yea
It ws on of those things

Posted by: Billy the kid at May 17, 2004 10:29 PM

I dont like dancing either

Posted by: Casey at May 25, 2004 10:15 PM