I once read in a book, that sometimes pain is all that lets you know you're alive. After this friday I can beleive it. Who could have thought that a relationship that had only lasted about half a year could hurt like this? I feel like someone is driving needles into my very soul; and thats pretty hard to feel when you don't even beleive in souls.
I could have sworn that somewhere along the shprt timeline that is my life, a group of individuals had rendered me emotionally dead, fueled only by my thirst for revenge. If only I could be hard again, no, harder then ever. Hard enough to withstand the agony.
Posted by FlamingGodSmiley at September 19, 2004 09:09 PM