Had an überfun time with Brian this weekend. We lounged around, ate pizza for dinner and breakfast the next morning, and watched "all that could have been", an NIN concert on DVD. It was a very relaxing weekend, except for one bit of me freaking out, but that wasn't a big deal overall so I'm not really concerned about it.
Wow.. I'm listening to a song that I havent been able to stand listening to for quite a while. Avril Lavigne - Things I'll never say.
Isn't it odd how songs can take on such deep meaning for a person? How no one else could ever relate to the same melody and words in the same way? The second to last time I heard this song I had broken down crying (the last time involving me storming out of the room). Long long story. But another person could listen to this song and not be at all affected.
Ah, breaking down crying, that's what happened to me last night (the aformentioned freak out) I was listening to NIN - Leaving Hope and realized how utterly perfect it would be for suicide... why? Because it was the most beautiful song I had ever heard.
Odd the way a mind thinks somtimes.
<3 to all, I have homework to do.
Posted by Jshei at April 10, 2005 10:15 PM