The card I use on campus to get food, basically, has stopped working, or more accurately, my account has been deleted or something. I haven't eaten much all day and then I went to get something and I couldn't. :(
full version mp3tunes v2I really want to drive home because I hate being here, but I have a meeting with the scholarship committee tomorrow morning.
I feel all sad right now. I need to stop posting on message boards, it gets me down.
*sigh*
I consider myself relatively patient and reasonable most of the time. When I cannot maintain that I simply do not act. I think acting in passion is acting in vain...
Sometimes I wonder the wisdom of this. I feel balanced but I feel denied the fullness of any human relationships. I do not conflict, I do not involve. I sit outside, and in doing so, am I being a fool?
I suppose it it is a difficult to live alongside people who do not share my sense of things. Which is, of course, not to say my sense is better.
However, it is a sense, the sense of science and rational thinking, I think I ought to pursue diligently.