Basically, I slept, read, and hung out online today. Also did some construction stuff and helped teach my mom and sister about their new laptops, but it wasn't really work. Also found many new indie bands while scouring the net.
I still feel kinda down, though. One friend is going through some hard times (well...at least one...) and I have no idea what to do. Actually, I feel incredibly helpless right now. There are several situations in which I long to act, to reach out, to do anything...but I can't. I haven't talked, really talked, to one friend in well over a week. A part of me doubts I ever will again...and that hurts. Also, it seems I really did reinjure my leg...two weeks, and it still hurts. Damn. I might have to see a doctor, but I'm trying to put it off until after track season. Can't afford to get downchecked right now.
School's bearing down on me too...ugh.
But overall, things are going well...I can't wait for summer.
Stop looking through me...look at me with love or hate, but at least see me...
Posted by Viper37 at April 18, 2004 09:58 PM