Perhaps not finally, but that doesn't change the fact that I am. I know how I feel, and even some of the why that I feel it, but I can't express it to anyone else. Annoying.
Have you ever longed for just one honest moment with someone? One second where you know everything they say they beleive, where there are no verbal dodges, where you can finally get those few pressing questions answered and then, maybe, find the peace you've been looking for for as long as you can remember?
And why can't people maintain eye contact? Why is it always devolve into a staring contest? So many questions...but maybe that's because I'm afraid of the answers...
Sunday Drive - The Early November
And we wait above a road.
We're turning to go home.
And the silence from the side of the car
tells me everything and how we are.
'Cause there's no more trying to make this so right,
There's no more trying tonight.
{Chorus}
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone.
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.
I know something is wrong, I just dont know what to do.
You say it's only me and that I'm so perfect for you.
I don't want to try no more, I dont want to make this right.
I just want you to be true to me, one time.
{Chorus}
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone.
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.
Twelve weeks gone by since I have saw you last.
I'll give this one more try, I'll give it all my best.
And I'll ask "What could you be doing that is so much fun
without me by your side, without me by your side?"
And I'll take a step back, and I'll let you ahead.
And I will take a step away and see if you come back.
Because there's no more trying to make this so right,
there's no more trying, there's no more trying tonight.
We will never be the same.
We will never be the same until you're done....