Possibly the most beneficial vaction I can remember. No joke. Drove out there friday evening, slept for 12 hours that night, woke up the next day and crawled into the hot tub for the rest of the morning. Then I spent the rest of the weekend doing more of the same, some homework, a lot of golf (I got pretty damn good over my year of not playing, too...my dad was most impressed), and some canasta. And eating too.
Most importantly, I took about 4 hours every night before I went to sleep to pray/meditate/stare at the ceiling and think. And about an hour each morning to try and figure out what on earth my dreams the night before had been about. I did figure some things out. To begin with, I can't blame someone else when I knowingly brought about events. I can't think of another way to say that, considering I knew exactly how they would respond to my comments and still let myself get hurt and angry when they did exactly what I knew they'd do. I furthermore decided I shouldn't watch weird movies before going to sleep...the dreams they produce are hellish and frightening. That, and no four-wheeling for John anytime soon. I don't want to flip my car in real life.
I hope the rest of you all had as relaxing a weekend as I did...judging by the tempo of school over the first week, we're all going to need it.
Posted by Viper37 at September 6, 2004 02:07 PM