Forgot about the bloody post until 1 am. Enough said.
At tech today I realized why I am not rachel or scott. As much as I know, I know nothing of tech. Or rather, I have so insanely little experience that I require a great deal more time than strictly neccessary to process a complex task and will probaby make a few major mistakes anyways. Regardless, we got one leg hung and the other set to go...sorta. And I welded, so hah.
I need to stop a certain trend of jokes. I'm not sure if they ever were funny, they were more of a method for me to gently tease, but they're neither anymore. Obsession, anyone?
All I want is to fall asleep, secure and warm and safe in the knowledge that I won't wake up in a place that feels unfamiliar, a place I want to leave, a place where I know I belong. All I want is "my home"...this basement is a sanctuary, but its losing its sacredness and its cold and empty. One day...
The begining of forever, or half that long, can't come soon enough...
I love you!
Posted by Viper37 at February 21, 2005 01:09 AMmoo!
Long time no talk. But.. I have good news ^_^ so i'll have to catch up with you sometime.. most likely on aim i'm guessing.
Posted by: Mary at February 21, 2005 08:34 AM