This evening, I watched Kill Bill Vol. 1 for perhaps the fifth time. I didn't make it all the way through -- only to the "eye-pluck" where it goes black and wihte -- before it was time for mass. Regardless, during the movie, I felt myself relaxing, letting go of concerns and tention and emotions that had been weighing on me. This feeling lasted through mass but returned sometime after I left the chapel. I just found it interesting how wanton violence and gore and humor can relax me and how church can do the same.
Sometimes, I wonder what it would feel like to let go of everything and just let the wind carry me around. These are normally the same times that I'm scared about the future.
I'm either going to have to drop Intel, drop a degree, or take an extra semester, it looks like. Maybe that will change, but right now, that's my setup. Oh well.
I love you.
Posted by Viper37 at March 5, 2006 09:50 PM