Some days, you wonder why you bothered getting out of bed at all.
Meaning...
One more midterm tomorrow morning, about half a homework assignment tomorrow night, and I'm home free -- literally. I need the break, the return. I'm either burnt out right now or on the verge of it. I'm amazed at how much energy I lost after Regionals ended...one would think free time would yeild more energy, but no. MT was the driving force keeping me organized and motivated. When I was busy, I didn't think, and so things were ok.
Now I have way to much time to think.
Maybe if I can just hang on to sanity, keep the brain working for another two days...
everything will be fine.
I need everything to be all right.
I love you.
"The Science of Selling Yourself Short" - Less than Jake
I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless.
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships.
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away.
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way.
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems.
[Chorus:]
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency.
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophes.
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy.
I could be an expert on co-dependency;
I could write the best book on underage tragedy.
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store.
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor.
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over dosed on apathy burnt out on sympathy.
[Chorus]
Let the meaning slip away.
Lost my faith in another day.
Self deprication seems okay.
I never thought I'd make it anyway...
[Chorus]
I'm my own worst enemy.
Posted by Viper37 at March 8, 2006 08:27 PM