Well, hc weekend is upon us. Game was fun, to a certain extent...more vicariously than fun for me because I hurt both my left knee and elbow. First was just dumb luck (some hard part of a pad hit me at the wrong angle on an interception...that was later called back) and the elbow was just me being dumb with dumb luck (I had poor form on a tackle and got screwed because of it when a facemask hit my elbow and bent it the wrong way). But I'm ok with that, cause dougie and ian played amazingly in my stead. Then I crashed at starbucks before taking people back to jhs and rushing home, where I am now.
Tomorrow I'm doing stuff in the morning, then maybe tech, then picking people up/going to the restraunt, then the dance, then maybe an afterparty. I need an extended curfew, but I should be able to get one. I hope so, at least. :D
This has been a long week. This weekend will be too short. And then next week will be far too long. Projects and tests are creeping up, homework is getting bad (mostly from gorman, who assings hard/long assignments to make sure we do them) and I want more free time. Westview next week, which will be fun, but my body is more sore than its been all year.
I intend to make this weekend awesome. And the whole year, for that matter. Rock on, seniors...this is our time.
So I was reading this other blog and a friend mentioned MeatLoaf. I realized I haven't listened to a speck of MeatLoaf in AGES. To fix this lack, I've been playing MeatLoaf non-stop in my room. And hence the title of this post.
So I suppose I should talk about what's been going on recently in my life...but I don't know what to say. I'm happy, which is good...I'm not sure I should be, but I am. Things are weird, as most/many of you know, but I'm getting by. I admit, my confidence in my own abilities, and my willingness to beleive people when they say they trust me, has decreased some. Can't avoid that.
Now to finish my ND app and sleep.
Jeremiah was a bullfrog
Was a good friend of mine
I never understood a single word he said
But I helped him a-drink his wine
And he always had some mighty fine wine
Singin'...
Joy to the world
All the boys and girls now
Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea
Joy to you and me
If I were the king of the world
Tell you what I'd do
I'd throw away the cars and the bars and the war
Make sweet love to you
Sing it now...
Joy to the world
All the boys and girls
Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea
Joy to you and me
You know I love the ladies
Love to have my fun
I'm a high life flyer and a rainbow rider
A straight shootin' son-of-a-gun
I said a straight shootin' son-of-a-gun
Joy to the world
All the boys and girls
Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea
Joy to you and me...
What prompted this, you might ask? Weeellll....I feel really good. Can't explain why...suffice to say, I haven't felt this good without winning a close/important football game in a long time. It was a good weekend, great sunday, and it rained tonight. All of these are good. I also watched like...three movies. And did no homework. I'm not sure how that happened. On top of that...I neither cleaned my car nor got my hair cut, and despite my efforts I didn't organize anything after the open house. But I still feel outragously and amazingly good. I like this feeling. I think I will just bask in it.
Oh, and yesterday rocked...routed a wheel at tech, gravey/rangers won, threw a potato launcher out of a car window, saw huckabees again, then chilled at red robin, drank a few hundred limeaids and ate free french fries. A great night. Today was openhouse and movies, and that also rocked. Now I just hope I don't have a ton of homework or something due monday...and that I can wake up tomorrow. Yay!
Now to sleep...
I love you!
Alright, brief summery of the last weekish: Sunday rocked, 10/10 will be a day to remember for a while, I think, monday practice was hard as hell, tuesday I saw collateral and had really good steak burritos (and learned things, too...gotta think about others), wednesday I drove around and was hit by styrofoam and edited film, thursday practice was easy and I edited more, and today absolutely rocked. Highlights are: me finishing my homework despite not knowing I had any, k having one hell of a hot new outifit, jumping on the roof of Ian's car and rolling off, forgetting my pants at home and getting them, four sacs at a blowout game, karolyn getting superfan (and waiting around again...she continues to amaze me ^ ^), us running up to coffeehouse and actually catching ThereAfter, making people smile, carrying rach, back rubs...ahhhh. If it weren't for sunday, this would be the best day in a long time...as it is, its prolly second best. I had a good time...thank you.
"Tell me is it wrong to think that there would be nothing better, than making you my bride and slowly growing old together."
"Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future. Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures..."
-Nothing Better, Postal Service
I love you.
So today were the SAT's. Not sure how well I did, I'll find out in 3 weeks. I definately wasn't prepared enough for the physics or math ones, though. Afterwards, I hung out for a little while then took mishka and picked up karo, all three of us then heading to misha's to make chinese food. Misha's couch rocks, when you're not being assulted by small children. Then I ended up driving Mish to soccer and seeing a bit of the game before hauling for the vigil mass. Funny story there...karo and I were late and sat in back, and Father Robinson thought we were married with children...when he asked all the adults to share, when the people next to us went everyone stared at us, wait for us to go. Then, at the end, he asked if anyone else wished to share and stared at us hard. I was laughing, but I think karo turned a few shades of red. Rather hilarious, really.
We then crashed big down, picked up patty boy, saw Huckbees (which rocked), went to EM, took patty home, watched some Monty, and then returned to our respective abodes. Good times.
Tomorrow I got my sis's soccer game in the morning and stuff from like 4ish on...bloody tech and nhs work. Call me if you wanna do anything.
I love you all.
...and really, it still is. All kinds of craziness going on with school, what with getting three hours of sleep sunday night to write that english term paper and my nms essay. Game friday rocked, played an insane amount and now am considered (seemingly) the second best noseguard on the team. Meaning I need to pay attention to practice again. Joy. (Naw, seriously, it rocks...it feels great knowing I'm making a direct contribution to the team's success...though I'm content to know I'm making others work hard).
This weekend will be insane, too...between football, sat's, two soccer teams, mass, mass setup, and a thousand other things to do, who knows what I'll manage to get done.
And apparenlty, coffeehouse will end earlier this year. Screw that. I'll still haul ass to try and see the acts I wanna see, but its looking like a ghost of a chance. *sigh* And the one after it isn't till february, and I might miss that one because of the encounter. Yeah...some things really suck. But I'll deal. Don't I always?
Greatest thing is, though, the complete lack of stress. I honestally am not worrying about things now. Life rocks, and I'[m greatful for that.
Thanks, me amigos...you make the world turn. And you...you save me from myself. I'll never be able to thank you enough, love.
Now to catch up on some sleep...