...that I can suppress almost any emotion. Today, my parents put down our older cat. He was old, 17 years old, all weak and had diabetes. I loved that little fuzzball (no, not that way, freaks), yet I don't feel any concern for his absence. I almost didn't even planning on this post. It's like if I don't want to feel anything, I won't. A few days before, the little kitten was given away.
birthday dowload wavHere is a little album of them.
All that seems to be missing in the house is two moving obstacles, really. That's all I see. If I were to go deeper, sure, I might realize the effect of losing a beloved animal, but I understand that this sometimes causes emotional pain, which I'd rather not experience. At least, not at the moment, for I have many a project to complete this week.
Now, I have been discovering why this happens, and even deeper things that go through my brain, but I'm not about to release that documentation now, as it is not complete. I also don't want to post something that might not be true, as it is of matter that can be falsified, but not proven internally. That and I mean, jeez, this is the 'net. An extremely broad group of people are here (not here as in *here* simply because I really don't think more than a couple of people have ever been here) and they might call me a freak, even though I'm only recording my findings as a scientific study.
Anyways, I'll be going on a cruise from the 16th to the 25th in the western Caribbean with my extended family. Hopefully, it will be a lot of fun. I might be posting and whatnot from the ship, but it is unlikely as they probably have XPee or something even lesser. You can be sure, however that when I do get back, I will most definitely make another post dedicated to that.
I guess that's it for now. ph33r.
Yes, ladies and gentlemen, DY4 now has a blog. Joy.
Alas, I really don't have much to put inside a blog. But there will be things eventually that will happen which might be helpful in later times to have a weblog. But until then, this place will be used sparingly. This will also be the official DY4 HeadQuarters (http://homepage.mac.com/dy4_/) blog. Eh, I guess that's it for the First.
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(Edit: uh, yeah. it's New Year's Day. Almost forgot. My bad. :P)