I'm sick and tired of being "punished" by random internet shits just because I have better things to do than sit at home in front of my computer 24/7. I'm tired of being "punished" for having a life. I'm tired of feeling like I "have" to do this and I "have" to do that. I'm tired of the slight pangs of guilt I get when I opt to play Burnout 3 or KOTOR instead of sitting in front of my computer, banging out one PHP page after another.
But most importantly, I'm tired of trying to balance my time and energy between satisfying myself (primarily with theatre projects) and satisfying everyone else (primarily with the Empire). I'm tired of having so many obligations, both to my users and to myself; I've been failing at all of it for a long time. The result:
Fuck the Empire. Eric is more important than EVula.
As of right now, the Forums are permanently dead. I have no doubt that I'll make another focal point for a community around my site at some point in the future, but it'll be completely from scratch. I probably won't be resurrecting the old boards; they can rot in whatever level of digital hell they are currently in.
EVula.com? Hell if I know when I'll finish the redesign. I've done too much to give up completely on it (though I honestly considered it for a good long while; the only reason I haven't decided to give up is the fact that I just registered the domain for another three years on Sunday), but I sure as hell don't feel like working on it right now.
It's about 1:30 in the morning right now, and I can't sleep because I'm so angry about all this shit. Tomorrow I have a lot of stuff that I have to do at work. For those that were wondering how the Empire could be such a headache for me, this is a prime example; everything about the Empire seems to bleed into the rest of my life, and not always in a good way (although I do have a handful of friends that address me as Emperor).
I do appreciate all the support you guys have given me in this and other minor catastrophes, but at the end of the day, it's still just me, all on my own, trying to do far too many things at once. I'm going to keep with my original plan of partially updating the Lair, since I think that the feedback I get from it might be good for me.
Posted by Eric at March 22, 2005 01:39 AMWhat you need to do is hire other experienced webmins to do a load of the work for you.
Hire is probably a silly word to use. What I mean is find an experienced friend who is willing to help you out, then the load is split.
No worries.
Not that I use EVula forums a lot, but I do use the blog and the email. (I, at least, appreciate what you do, good on ya, mate)
-huwr
Posted by: huwr at March 22, 2005 01:51 AM"Experienced webmins," contrary to popular belief, don't fall from the sky.
I'd also like to note that I did post a topic in the Imperial Lounge, asking for people to help. Two weeks later, it had garnered a whopping 0 responses (I had 1 IM conversation about it, which hasn't gone anywhere either).
Posted by: EVula at March 22, 2005 02:27 AMWell, you have a fair point there. I use the blog, and if I had an account with an e-mail, I'd definately use it, but I don't know how to get one. The Empire has always been regarded highly, and I think if assholes try to complain about it, just either ignore the idiots, or link them here, because you've definately gotten your point across well.
I'd definately help out in any way if I could, but I have no knowledge of site upkeeping, nor the money to help support you, so I'm afraid I couldn't help.
Surely there must be somebody you know?
Posted by: Steelix at March 22, 2005 02:33 AM*Jon falls from the sky*
I'm sure I could knock up a nice flexible CMS for you over the summer... especially if you pay me for it :)
-jdp
Posted by: Jon at March 22, 2005 02:46 AMFrom the sky?
But contrary to popular belief... that's...
Posted by: Steelix at March 22, 2005 03:02 AMJust to say, Eric, that I'm with you a million percent (as always). If you need to talk, you know how to get me.
Posted by: pipeline at March 22, 2005 04:55 AMHey Eric, I'm really sorry about the trouble the Empire's caused you lately. This article, so cleverly named "Not cool..." is a prime example of what has happened here: http://dan_pressnell.tripod.com/notcool.htm Whether you decide to remake the forums in the future or not Eric, I'm willing to help at any turn I can, should you need me.
Posted by: Stardog at March 22, 2005 07:56 AMHell, man, if it's COSTING ya cash, drop it like LEAD.
I'd like to thank ya for all the fun it was posting on it. In the meantime, is there any way I can get into it and copy the stuff I posted on it? I've been meaning to do that for awhile, but never got around to it.
By the way, if you ever feel like a game of D2X, pop in on a regular (i.e. not holiday) Sat Sun night 9pm USEast non-ladder, non HC, name :eVula password: eVil
Posted by: El Flesh at March 22, 2005 08:48 AMIt's at times like this that I wish I knew more about this sort of thing. I can offer you this though: <3 *hug*
Posted by: Kelly at March 22, 2005 11:12 AMDamn, this sucks! But you know what, you're right. You don't have to put up with this kind of shit. Go forth, and do whatever makes you happy.
Posted by: Moo at March 22, 2005 11:31 AMI was at the boards when they were hacked..
The script kiddie first deleted all the posts in the boards, then the boards themselves..
Unlike the other two attacks, this time the boards were just deleted, so I'd imagine it wouldn't be too hard to rebuild the site from a backup copy of the database? I'm assuming you still have one from the last attack, right?
Posted by: GFono at March 22, 2005 03:54 PMway to go and put your foot down on this... but i imagine most people who used the boards will miss them... i sure will.
Posted by: edg2000 at March 22, 2005 03:59 PMI have the copy from the last attack (the repaired one that andcarne provided), but I don't want to deal with it, period. I'll be throwing it back up exclusively for data retrieval purposes (I need some data from there, as do a few other people), but I certainly won't be advertising it's existence.
I'll miss the boards too, but not the problems they have caused.
Posted by: EVula at March 22, 2005 04:25 PMEVula, I'll give you a hand on the request for help(The
one from the forums), I have no idea what the request was for but I have some spair time to lend
you know the eMail, let me know what you need
Jager
Posted by: Jager at March 22, 2005 04:48 PMWell done. It's been clear for a while now that this has been dragging you down. To reiterate what everyone else has said: whatever works for you, do it.
I'd also like to make the same query that El Flesh made, though: will it be possible at some point to root through for some of my old posts so that I can archive some of it for my own use?
Thanks for keeping them running so long, and good luck to you!
Posted by: Solel at March 22, 2005 07:34 PMAnyone wanna host an "unofficial" lair forum? That idea popped into my head last night
I'd be glad to administer such a board, but I don't have anywhere to host it
Posted by: GFono at March 22, 2005 08:23 PMChance's are that it will get damaged like the current one if anyone spreads a link, thus I'd say it might not be the greatest idea, though drop me an eMail and I might put it up somewhere....
Jager
Posted by: Jager at March 22, 2005 08:28 PMI sent EVula an email about it just a few minutes ago
All I need is the space, I can do the actual administration and whatnot...
I am really sorry to see the forums go. I would be willing to run another forum through a free service that I found, it is not as fast or dependable as a pay service but it gets the job done at http://freebb.com/. It is mostly for small personal boards but I have one on there that has more traffic than the lair forums had and like I said, it runs just fine. I can start it or someone else can, but I do and will have ample time to run it for at least the next 2-3 years (probably) if no one else does.
Anyway, it has always seemed like this was a chore to you, I think you made the right decision in dropping it.
Posted by: carl? at March 22, 2005 09:06 PMDamn. So much for my 25th post...
I hope you get them back soon enough.
Posted by: Destroyer E at March 22, 2005 09:31 PMEVula, thank you so much for all of the services you have provided. I am especially appreciative of my .org account, both the webspace and the email adress.
Posted by: Azdara Ace at March 22, 2005 11:44 PMhttp://www.invisionfree.com/ I think is the link to InvisionFree. The KRF (http://www.kontik.net/) used it for a short period of time, and it was excellent.
I'd gladly make and admin one for you. I consider myself a good admin, and I do have experience in the matter, owning the Kontik Research Front for a while.
Just say the word. It'll be unnoficial, but damn, it'll work.
Posted by: Steelix at March 23, 2005 12:38 AMEvula, what will happen to EV-Nova.net?
Posted by: Bahamut at March 23, 2005 01:51 AM[quote="GFono"]FreeBB seems decent, I'll take a look at it
Is it fast?[/quote]
There is no appreciable speed difference from what the lair was except during peak times (about 25 minutes in the evening), it does bog down a bit then; it is still better than some places that I post at for speed with a small board. Like I said, I have one up now and I am having no problems whatsoever with it. It is worth every cent.
When I get home tonight I'll set it up
Posted by: GFono at March 23, 2005 06:14 AMCool then. So we're going for phpBB rather than IPB?
Can I help in any way? I have experience with the admin panel, and I'm a good mod.
Posted by: Steelix at March 23, 2005 04:14 PMLook, EVula, I can't blame you for giving up on this. You put up with a lot of shit for a long time.
You did a damn good job when you ran the place.
Oh, and to anyone who posts in the serious discussion section, I can recommend another forum as a replacement. Simcitycentral.net has a phenomenal serious discussion forum. I find myself vastly outclassed there on a regular basis. Plus, there are some intelligent religious people there for El Flesh to argue with until he's blue in the face.
So, if you get a chance, stop by!
I'm Metro on those forums. They can't replace EVula's forum, as nothing could, but they're good.
The Dude
Posted by: El Duderino at March 23, 2005 04:33 PMEVula emailed me saying NOT to make new forums, he has other plans
Posted by: GFono at March 23, 2005 04:50 PM<cryptic grin>
Posted by: EVula at March 23, 2005 05:09 PMYou do have your fun with us, don't you? ;)
Posted by: El Duderino at March 23, 2005 05:12 PMIf I didn't have such kick-ass minions, you can bet that I would have given up a long time ago. :)
Posted by: EVula at March 23, 2005 05:21 PMThanks, EVula. Just thought I'd let you know that if you do need any help, I can see what I can do. I don't have too much experience, but I can always learn. In addition, I honestly hope you don't feel any pressure from us about the forums. We know how busy you are, and how crazy things are for you. We all have real lives. And, in the end, real life if much more important than the internet. So, to sum up, don't feel you have to do anything for us. We'll live without the forums. Get your own life sorted out, and make sure it's you and your life that's your first priority. If you can get around to the forums, peachy, but if not, we'll live. Don't push yourself.
Thanks for everything,
The Dude
Posted by: El Duderino at March 23, 2005 05:30 PM""
I think I may have an idea what that is about, but I will refrain from saying what I am thinking until after my hopes are either confirmed or smashed to tiny little pieces on the hard concrete floor that is life. I really hope that I am right though.
Posted by: carl? at March 23, 2005 07:46 PMmy last comment was in reference to the cryptic grin just so you know.
Posted by: carl? at March 23, 2005 07:51 PMOnce again EVula, if there's anything I can do, just let me know. I'll get to work on the request for help you posted in the next couple days.
Posted by: Andrew Carne at March 23, 2005 11:59 PM*cringes* I was the one that promised to help out with the rants/reviews. I ended up being packed off to Paris which is why I couldn't do any work on it. I also am working on 3 different apps in Java. Regardless, email me if you still need the job done. I'll need access to the forums, but if you can get that set up soon I can go to work tomorrow (screw the sights of Paris! :P ).
Posted by: Cha0s at March 25, 2005 12:14 PMActually, andcarne has proven his badass-ness once again, and has given me all the dates. It's all good. :)
Posted by: EVula at March 25, 2005 12:46 PM/me pokes EVula in the drop-me-an-email-about-you-know-what place.
Posted by: mrxak at March 25, 2005 08:48 PM