I hate to do a serious entry, but I have to.
ceat code Fifa 2004There are things I stand up for, my core values I cannot compromise. Honesty of self is one of them. If somebody held a gun to my head and ordered me to reject certain parts of myself, I'd smile and tell them to pull the trigger.
I'm a weird cookie. I think I'm delicious, but some of the ingredient choices are questionable by the general populace of taste-testers. My personality type (you know, those 4 letters I/E, N/S, T/F, J/P) is one of those really rare ones. According to some sources, about 1-2% of the population is like me. We don't think like normal people, we don't want to think like normal people. One trait we have is stubbornness; I won't deny it. It comes from a unique understanding of oneself, and an iron-will based on logic.
And yes, I used a semicolon in that last paragraph.
What caused this little rant was what essentially boiled down to an argument about time. I don't believe that I waste any time, and cannot honestly list time-wasting activities in my life. I live with a purpose. From watching television (entertainment maintains a healthy mental state and keeps people up-to-date on cultural and social events) to contemplating the meaning of yellow for an hour (wonder adds meaning and value to human existence), I try to live a life worth living. Even my failures I see as experiences to learn from, and the time failing was not wasted at all. I derive meaning out of every second that I am alive.
So don't ask me about the time I waste. I could give you the kinds of answers you'd expect, but that wouldn't be honest, and I cannot misrepresent myself in that way. Everything I do has a purpose. Right now I'm releasing pent-up irritation.
Sorry about the serious post. Next time it'll be random stuff. Maybe my thoughts on the color yellow.
See you later!
Posted by mrxak at February 8, 2006 12:00 PM